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[11 Nov 2006|10:12pm]
I am super bored.


school's good
doing pretty good
just worried bout gov
i'll be fine
Jake's good
he wants to walk
i hope it's soon
still not working
i miss paydays
one day


fin
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[14 Aug 2006|06:23pm]
I hate having to apologize to my son.
It makes me cry even more.
I feel the worst I think I've ever felt.
Because of me, my son won't see his dad just about every day of the week like he use to.

I can't stop crying ... it's horrible and I can't concentrate on anything.

Why did this have to happen?

I always pictured myself having a baby, but I've never been able to picture my wedding.
All this just proves my thoughts right.
I mean, if the man I want to spend the rest of my life with can't love me, then how am I supposed to make someone else happy.
Besides ... I don't want another person.

Jacob only has one dad. And he's a great dad who loves him more than anyother man ever could.

I just don't know how to do this alone.
I never had to and I never wanted to.
I don't know raising my son or having a family without him.
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[06 Feb 2006|08:39pm]
I love walking into the restroom and seeing his toothpaste.
I love then when I get my tooth brush, his is right next to mine.
I love theat his axe body wash is in the shower and that his clothes from the day before clutters my room.
I love him lots!
I love that when I spill back into bed at 6 am in tears, he puts his arm around me and kisses my back.

Things have changed a lot in the past 2 1/2 weeks and I couldn't be happier (granted the 4 or 5 am feeding I'm miserable and in tears but I'm still happy).
Nick has finally fallen into the family mind frame and things have changed between us for the better.

My son is amazing and adorable. He makes the cutest little sounds. Even when we're so frustrated and stressed, he'll make one of his noises and we laugh.

I'm glad Nick's here to rub my back before we pass out at night and there to give me a hug and kiss while I feed the baby and he's out the door for work.

Enough rambling ... my son needs a diaper change!


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back home ... YEEEE!!!! [21 Jan 2006|07:14pm]
So ... We got outta the hospital around 5 pm.

Everything went well.
Nick almost passed out.
The baby was SURPRISINGLY healthy.
He's a little under weight ...
he was born at 4 lbs 14 oz and 17.75 inches.
Born at 7:51 am and I didn't see him till 1:30 pm.
I was in suuuuuch a bad mood cause I wanted to sleep ... I was ready to yell at the nurses.
Those nurses need to get on the same page man ...
some were sooo nice others I just wanted them to go away.
The baby sleeps like nobodys business ... we have to wake him to feed him.
They discharged me this morning and weren't gonna let the baby come home till tomorrow.
HOWEVER ... his doctor was mine so she said she might let him leave later.
A NICE nurse saw that he was feeding well and put in a good word so FINALLY!!! they let him come home w/me.

Well ... Time to feed mr. Jacob Nicholas Prieto

I love him ... he's sooo teeny tiny!


OH!
turns out that me choosing the c-section for HIS safety was a good choice. after they stiched and stapled me up, my doctor told me that he wouldn't have made it out the other way. I woulda been in labor for about 36 - 48 hours THEN been sliced like a turkey!

Anywho ... bye!
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baby Jacob ... [18 Jan 2006|07:57pm]
So ... today we had another doctor appointment.
The baby is under weight and she's concerned that he's not getting what he needs from the placenta.

the solution: 7:30 am tomorrow, Jan. 19th, my belly will be empty.

We'll be parents 3 weeks early.

my decision: Since contractions may make things harder on the little guy, I chose to have a seasarian.

main concern: that he makes it all right.

silly fact: Tomorrow will also be his cousin's 1st birthday. They'll be EXACTLY one year apart. Strange.
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well ... [11 Jan 2006|08:01pm]
- Work's been slow and for once ... I don't mind
- My tail bone hurts most when I sit in restaurant booths
- I wish I was in school this semester
- In a month Nick and I will be the proud owners of a little devil
lol ... Scary, but exciting
- My brothers came to visit ... I missed them, but Andrew was in the WORST mood ever
- I quickly remembered how moody he can get
- My birthday's in less than 2 months =)
- My brother's will be back to visit between March 10th and the 15th sometime. yay
- We ordered me a new bedroom set ... Mommy is paying for some of it =D
- Nick wants to go into forensics ... he's a CSI junkie!
- I can't wait to go back to school in the summer ... I feel like a bum when I'm not in school
- Nick's supposed to go back to community too ... I hope he does, he seems happy about it.
- So far, I've only gained 22 lbs ... I'm at 122 lbs. I use to be 96.
- Cousin wants to have a baby. She lied to Eric about it though! LOL
- My mom's excited and we're getting along great.
- I love my new family.
- Nick's mom called herself my mother in law ... it was scary and weird




- I'm pretty content with life and it feels great.




Lesley ... how's everything going???
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[06 Nov 2005|12:02pm]
life is confusing and messy.

i miss my friends
i miss my brothers

i want to go bowling

he feels so ...
predictable and unchanged.

I have some knots to work out ...
2 deadlines
1. Thanksgiving
2. early Febuary
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[03 Nov 2005|10:07am]
That 14 page research paper I worte ...
Out of a possible 70, I got a 62!!!

YEA BITCH! =D
Sorry ... I was EXTATIC!

I have an 80.63 (B) in the class sooo yeah ... I rule!


Werd!
my tummy hurts so it's time for a after school nap! =D



OH!
And I got my raise at work yesterday! 35 cents! YAY!!!
Now I make $6.35 ... *happy dance*
No Lies...Just Love

[31 Oct 2005|11:36am]
- I've come so far and I'm happy ...
Is it bad that I still have a list of things before I can be as happy as him???

*** Happy Haloween guys! ***

- This is my first halloween spent "in".
I haven't done ANYTHING ... I feel like I'm not allowed.

- Weird ... we found my brothers first love ... the girl who broke his heart.
a month or so later ... I see MY first love, the guy who broke MY heart.
The two of them were in our lives at the same time .. odd.

- Hi brex! I just had an urge to tell you hi!
I hope everything's well!

- My brother's won't be here till January 3rd ... but I'm excited.
It feels like I'm 8 and I'm excited about christmas.
I miss my brothers ... a lot.

- I wrote a 14 page research paper in 7 hours.
I learned my lesson to do it AT LEAST the day BEFORE it's due! lol

- schools good, my family is good, mommy is healing from her surgery just fine and I feel dandy.
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booga bear [19 Oct 2005|11:09pm]
I'm eating strawberry cheescake icecream ...
there's no fucking cake pieces in it!
What a rip off!

I'm dreading saturday ...
I have math and the people are a bunch of MORONS!

Mommy has surgery tomorrow.

but yeah, I'm alvie and currently ...
incredibly happy!
I love mommy
I love and miss my brothers
they'll be here in january
I love Nick more than ever
WE love my tummy
We've found our reason to be happy

Thank you Marsee for all your help and for believing that only the best would come. I love that you're like family to us both and that you've been there for both he and I for the past year. You're my sexy hero w/the funny kitty! <3
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hmm ... [11 Oct 2005|09:46pm]
Oddly enough, I'm happiest when I'm aroud my family.

Imagine that, the people I pushed away the most are the people that don't make me sad =)
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it's amazing how screwed up things can get ... [27 Jun 2005|01:26am]
I'm deleting soon ...

my journals are full of memories I can't forget. Some that I'd like to because they're so sad ... and some I'd like to cause it makes me sad to remember them.




I met a lot of great people through livejournal and I'm sure I won't forget any of them.

Don't let life get to you ... love it and you'll be fine.

Ignore those who bring you down ... otherwise ... you forget who you are.

you are all wonderful no matter what anyone says.


Before I go ... I ask one thing ...
post a memory ... something happy. Something we did or said that made that moment one of the best ever.
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satan spawn??? hmmm ... [20 Jun 2005|10:06pm]
when you think things just can't go wrong ...


you slip in a pile of goop ...






UGH!!!
We're sueing!!
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[13 Jun 2005|04:28pm]
me and stephie are on our way to alamogordo for the shortest and first road trip!!! lmao!!

We'll be hitting up wal mart
cause she looooves it
AAANNNDDD we'll be there visiting Dustin
cause I love his face!
muah ha ha ha ha ha
OH! and we're gonna eat at Chilis or Applebees!


that is all!!!
No Lies...Just Love

I'm pretty content ... [11 Jun 2005|02:32pm]
I love my jobs!! Yes indeed I do ...
I'm gonna get my back piece soon
Milk Chan is still in the forecast
Mommy's paying for ONE of my CV joints
Paulie's gonna change em out for me
Eddie's almost home from Iraq
Dustin is awesome
Cousin is happy and excited
TABC is in one week
Me and momy are good
I love my: mom, dad and brothers
I finally let go of a part of my life
My big brother will be here soon ... i think
Mommy's happy ... the kids are moving back!!



the only bad things ...
I have a warrant LUCKILY I'll pay it friday
I have court for my accident from over a year ago
I haven't hung out w/my brother for a few weeks
I clean the house and it's a mess the next day
I still miss someone BUT I'm better



yes ... that is all ...

COME VISIT ME AT LUCKY DEVILS!!!!
No Lies...Just Love

LUCKY DEVILS KARAOKEE!!! [11 Jun 2005|02:15pm]
so .. we want to have one last karaokee night before it's over with. Ron needs a day off for promoting and relaxing!!! This monday we're having our last karaokee night ... for good?? I don't know ... but yeah!!

we'd like to see everyone out there having a great time!!!

1510 Bengal!!! Off lomaland ... one block from vista del sol!!!

please make it out! we want it to be a fun night!!!




btw .. tonight was a good night ... over one hundred people!! YAY!!!! The place is awesome and everyone's friendly!! Stop by and say hello!!!


lucky devils is open just about every night. check out DEVILBAR.COM for info!!!
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LUCKY DEVILS GRAND OPENING!!!! [02 Jun 2005|03:48pm]
LUCKY DEVILS GRAND OPENING IS TONIGHT!!!
LISTEN TO KLAQ TO WIN TICKETS!

YES .. I SAID TO WIN EM!
KLAQ IS SPONSORING THE SHOW!
HEADLINING ... SILVERTIDE!!!

WE WILL ALSO BE HAVING AN OXYGEN BAR

OXYGENATION WILL BE SET UP THAT NIGHT
$5 FOR 5 MIN
STOP BY AND TELL MY LOVELY WIFE STEPHIE HI!!

THE SHOW IS $8

LUCKY DEVILS: 1510 BENGAL
OFF OF LOMA LAND
ONE BLOCK AWAY FROM VISTA DEL SOL

I HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE!!
AND BE SURE TO SIGN UP FOR THE MAILING LIST!!
YOU'LL GET SHOW, CONTEST AND DEAL INFO!!
FIND ME THERE TO GET ON THAT!!
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I've got an itch to scratch ... [31 May 2005|10:15pm]

Hey guys! well .. just wanted to stop by and say hello .. see how you all are doing! Currently ... nothing's going on ... I took a nap after I got home from the zoo and now Stephie's passed out. We tend to sleep on the futon more cause it's cooler out in the living room. ANYWAYS ...

i had a weird night last week ...Collapse )

I have pictures but some are still in the camera .. I'll post what I've got though!!!!

I'll show you santa claus ...Collapse )

ALSO!!!

LUCKY DEVILS GRAND OPENING IS ON THURSDAY NIGHT!!!
LISTEN TO KLAQ TO WIN TICKETS!

YES .. I SAID TO WIN EM!
KLAQ IS SPONSORING THE SHOW!
HEADLINING ... SILVERTIDE!!!

WE WILL ALSO BE HAVING AN OXYGEN BAR

OXYGENATION WILL BE SET UP THAT NIGHT
$5 FOR 5 MIN
STOP BY AND TELL MY LOVELY WIFE STEPHIE HI!!

THE SHOW IS $8

LUCKY DEVILS: 1510 BENGAL
OFF OF LOMA LAND
ONE BLOCK AWAY FROM VISTA DEL SOL

I HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE!!
AND BE SURE TO SIGN UP FOR THE MAILING LIST!!
YOU'LL GET SHOW, CONTEST AND DEAL INFO!!
FIND ME THERE TO GET ON THAT!!

10 Broke My Heart | No Lies...Just Love

werd ... [18 May 2005|03:09pm]
Hello kiddies!!

just wanted to post a little message from Ricky Fox ...

"Skate City and Industrial are hosting a free BBQ at the Carolina center at 5.pm on saturday.5/21...Dj fort and I from sugarsports and a few other guest skateboarders will be there doing a Demo..so i'll seee you there!! take care-->Ricky Fox
also sponsoring the event is Coastline clothing co.
COASTLINE!!!!!!!!"


uhh .. supposedly there's gonna be little give-a-ways or something .. or at least that's what Eddie said!

I, of course, work that day! I'll be there w/Mr Ricky when I get off work around 7 though so I hope some of you guys make it out to watch him and the others skate!


uhhh ... yeah ... that's it i think ...
Uh ... nothing really importnant and new ...
I got a new phone =)
Saw part of the revolutions skate dvd
got all excited cause I saw Phatty and Dermic
the apartment is messy
I've decided to never put the futon back in sofa form
it would be pointless
I love My Stephie!
Ricky Fox is one rad boy as are the other guys who cam in w/him


That is all!!!
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RESCHEDULED!! [09 May 2005|09:05pm]
Jamie Jam is Saturday instead ... Stephie has some shit to do sat morning!!!


reply or call for info!
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